This is going to be very freakin' hard for me. Its only day one of retrying to transition my eating to a more extreme level.
Extreme circumstances cause for extreme measures.
I have looked too long at the fozen pizza in the fridge (for Keith when I don't feel up to cooking).
At Abi's breakfast sausage and bisquits.
At the bags of chips.
At the Ramen.
I don't usually eat these anyway, but now that I am focusing hardcore, its like they are SCREAMING at me. "We will fill you up and we taste A-M-A-ZING!"
"I know you do! I know you taste amazing! Shut your piehole!"
Pardon the rants and complaints and the weakness I may blast on here but this moment in my life has been far too delayed for far too long.
I need a damn kidney and I need it NOW. I wanna see my kid grow up. I wanna grow old with my husband. And I want to feel better, which is how I will feel once I get my kidney.
The time is now. I have to kick it up.
NOW!
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