My 1st Blog

Woah! I am starting a blog. Mainly for myself. To vent. To express my joys. My frustrations. My sadness. My OPINIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Those ALWAYS seem to get me in trouble. I don't usually see gray, I see in black and white. I see as right and wrong. I dont judge others for their views or opinions but I am often judged for mine. And quite harshly.

I know those who know me well love and accept my rough exterior and know the Jeanene thats inside. Those who have seem me at my lowest and at my highest. Who were by me in my dying bed and those with me on the day my angel was born. To me, THOSE people matter most.

But for those that I would normally brush off and glady flip the bird to, the Holy Spirit, my Christian side takes over and God YELLS IN MY EAR the word of peace and understanding. God knows thats what it takes to get me to listen. LOL!

Its a constant battle of Jeanene's human nature versus Gods Mercy and Love.

Half of me wants to reach out endlessly in love and hope for peoples good nature and the other half of me wants to make people see how stupid they are acting. Am I the only one? I doubt that.

I am a loving person who has a passion for truth. In EVERYTHING I search for truth.

I know I am hard to understand. Come off harsh. I come off rude when the majority of the time, I never mean to. I dislike when people don't follow common courtesy (opening doors, saying thank you, etc) and its actually one of my biggest pet peevs in the world.

My husband constantly tells me how he wishes everyone could see the Jeanene he gets to see. Honestly, I don't ever see that happening. LOL! But I will NEVER stop trying to better myself to be a better example for Abi and my husband,

So in this blog, you will read my rants. You will read my opinions. And you will also be reading about my growth in my spirituality and human nature. My frustrations and my hopes.

If you care to read and have an arguement, praise or have a beef with me, I highly suggest communicating with me. I am not afraid to admitt I am wrong or that I mistook something. I am a human with many faults. So read along if you care! lol